Have you ever met someone you don’t know, but somehow that person gives you such a positive vibe, just randomly?? I have, a couple times, and since I moved to Netherland last year, I met this person and he turned into my Silent Hero, we always in the same train compartment. His presence means a lot to me, so I’m writing this blog to express my gratitude towards him.
Well, I wanted to thank for his existence (I hope this doesn’t sound weird and creepy) maybe for other people in the train, he is just a regular guy, the one who minds his business with air pods on, literally every morning, However, for me, he is more than that. He may not know how much it means to me, but I can say that he was helping me a lot in some ways. His presence every morning (weekdays, duh) would give me such positive vibes or such a mood booster or whatever.
For example, when my anxiety randomly attacked me at night (oh that bitch really!!) and it caused me a bad sleep or just not sleeping at all, super annoying, but the next morning, when I saw him in the compartment, suddenly I felt calm!! And when I walked behind him I would mentally talk to him about happen to me the night before, like when I was over thinking about the guy I have a crush on with or when finally my visa has been approved by the Spanish government, I told him about the projects I’m going to do there or even just something unnecessary stuff like I finally made it to Disneyland. Of course he was not always there for some my bad days, which was ok though.
This quote might be super cheesy, but actually really nice, “when it’s all finished, you will discover it was never random.” And yes, it was never random at all, how he helped me in a bizarre way. To be honest, I thought he was just a random guy who making his way to work turned out he was something else. I really do thank him for that.
And for you, my silent hero, if you happen to read this writing,, I might be already back to Spain or might be still in the Netherlands, but I’m not going to take that train anymore.. Well, I hope I can see you again and until then I want you to live your best life.
Ps: D and I still thinking that you are a Russian Spy, but are you though?